Friday, June 29, 2007
in my life,i feel that nothing that i have would be enough.i juz want more.its nvr 'more than enough'.....would u ever have enough money?would u ever have enough time?would u ever have enough
LOVE?for me,the ans is no.NVR ENOUGH.
i was juz tinkin about my relationship.i seem to be the guilty one.i seem to be the bad one.im always the one hurting him.n every time i do sumtin wrong,my words of sorry to him wont be enough to heal his heart.im jus feeling bad n guilty rite nw.i jus did sumtin bad n finally i admitted my wrong to him.obvious that he got mad n like always,i said
SORRY.my nvr ending apologies.i cant imagine myself being in his place.gosh i would explode!but he has patience towards me.n i salute him for that.dats y i lov him so much.
for nw,i dun noe when he would forgive me but i really do hope he will.Boy i love him sooooo much.
I never meant to hurt you
the way I know I have.
Your love means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes
to prove that to you.
Since the day I met you and
your love touched my heart
I knew that my life would never be the same.
Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get.
You have my heart and my love forever.
signing out....
shaz_grl
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
gosh...gosh...gosh....wats happening around here?is the ppl around me alrite?well,no i dun tink so...my frens have been coming to me with their problems..esp relationship problems..they all are pouring out their stories to me and shedding tears...guys n girls,they are all coming to me...i feel really sad for them..i cn only console them n nutin more....wats going on??
i really treasure my frens alot....i hope they all are gonna be ok...i really hope so...
stay strong u guys!!ill always be here for u..a shoulder to cry on..
but talking bout my frens,i too have my own problems...but ive just realise that im nt the type of person who would share my problems with someone else,unless we're like very close or sumtin.im sumone who would write my problems out in my diary and cry to myself...bt thats nt healthy,i noe..ok dats random...
its jus dat im a little confuse over sumtin these days...well,im always confuse..but im sure im gonna solve this stupid little problem that im facing rite nw..i sure will!
have been doin stupid things lately,think im regretting it...argh!
signing out.....
shaz_grl
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
life may sux at times....................................................................................................................................
esp when my husband is sick.
ARGH!!!!! damn it...
ok,dat was random.juz had a tough dae 2dae.
Life is what life is
Through all the ups, all the downs,
Some will be there, some can't be found.
If they won't care as they should, so be it.
This is life in the way that I wish to see it.
You can give your all, or you can try not.
When they decide to leave, what have you got?
You build it up, then it breaks away.
This is life in the way I see it today.
Days come and go, true hearts stay close.
Without happiness, love is an imitation at most.
You haven't stayed close, it's hard to love you,
This is life in a way that is sadly true.
To leave behind such a feeble mind, forget it and pursue someone real.
This is my goal, and in time...
This will be life and the way that I feel. signing out......
shaz_grl
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Monday, June 4, 2007
oh well,todae is my first day of school...OH MAN!!school is back again..time to slack!!hahaha...
finally im in my 3rd year nw...WOOHOO!!slacking all over..supposed to get my own table but have to share with my grlfren,yu zhuang...lucky have to share with sumone i cn get along with..
hmm..must start decorating our table nw...
haiz.......just gt this new project on the first dae of scl.need to design something for Quiksilver!!ok,the project is not too bad.bcos of the BRAND!haha...nw got some freedom in scl,cn go for break anytime we like...CAN GO SMOKE BREAK!!bluek..
anewae,went clubbing at Power House with my dearest husband and his cuzzins on the
1 of June..WOOOOO!!!had alot of fun...crazy crazy!!hang out at his house first from the morning with his cuzzin while waitin for the rest to get back from wrk..have to iron for them clothes sia!so the manje lah these guys...HAHA!!after that we ciao at arnd 9.15,went straight to vivo for dinner...REALLY ALOT OF FUN!!!
they all left at 3 plus leaving me n hubby..hang out at vivo till 6 am!caught the first bus back to yshn n felt asleep in the bus.damn sleepy la.n abit drunk.we laughed all the wae hm like a crazy couple..(
love him)thnx u guys for making my dae a very special one!!
signing out...
shaz_grlLabels: club, cuzzins, school
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